I Can't Land

I keep getting nervous. I see the ground, and I know it's coming. I did it once. If I hadn't done it the first time, maybe it'd be different, but right now, that's totally messing with my head.

Every time I jump off the roof, I get half way down, I'm watching the rungs on the thing go by, and I'm sinking slow, then I drop. Sometimes it's the last three feet. Sometimes it's six feet. My knees really hurt right now. It's the same injury, I know it. Everything hurts, but mostly my knees.

Something was lifting me up when I was sleeping. I should have the ability to go up, but I can't. I just keep falling. I've got to do something else. If I can make that jump the first time, I should be able to make something else the first time.