...And On And On...

We're breaking for the day. They don't put me on the stand until tomorrow. I can't believe how long this process is taking. Lawyer lady says she'll make it all right. I just have to sit up there and say my piece. Unlike her, I lack psychotic optimism, and I'm not about to put my faith in her amateur theatrics.

I haven't had to speak in court yet. That's what lawyers are for. Now my case rests on me. I think we all know how this is going to turn out. My voice is gonna crack, I'll break into a cold sweat. I get the worst stage fright. There, I said it. I don't want to do this.